well here goes.
 

Hello beautiful people.

I would like some advice if any of you can help.
I am a male in his mid 40's and i would like to spend a night/some time with a ts/tg/tv/beautiful person. but i am so in denial and don't want finger pointing at this point in my life so discretion is a must. I do think i am also a bottom so that as kinda narrowed the field somewhat. suggestions please :)

I suppose that there's always backpage. It's not super easy to find a trans woman that desires to or is capable of being top due to ED. "Functional" trans women definitely exist, but unfortunately I'm not really one of them.

Backpage has worked for me.

Being near Asia, it's relatively easy to find find transexual sex workers.

When I "travel the world" on Backpage, you can tell that certain places do have very few TS adverts on Backpage.