is this love?
 

i have a gg gf that i am or bolive that i am in complet love with but i have this intrust in lb's.

as of right now i have a lb that i can go see for free and get anything i wont from her but that offer has been about a month old and i ca nnever seem to get my self to take it every tim im like "ok ill relpy to her" i get this suden sence of not wonting like i have no desire to see her and then right after that my gg gf fills my mind and i can think of nothing else the rest of the night

i guess what im saying is that is my intrust a falls one?

Hmm...
 

I would say yes. If you can't do it, then your most likely telling yourself that you don't want to do it.