traci dufresne
09-20-2007, 10:00 AM
Hi, my name is Traci, and I'm an adult bookstore sissy. What that means is, I hang out in adult bookstore video arcades, wearing nothing but high heels and lipstick. When a guy looks in my both, and likes what he sees - basically a lady with a cock - he'll come in and I'll suck him off or let him fuck me or both.
A little background about me: My first experience with transgenderism took place when I was 13. One day, when my mom was at work, I was going through her things and found a drawer full of cosmetics. I picked out a red lipstick and applied it tom my lips. I had longish blonde hair and when I looked at myself in the mirror I was astounded; I looked like a beautiful woman! I immediately stripped naked and stepped into a pair of my mom's high heels, and jerked off right there in front of the full length mirror. I continued to do this over a period of 4 months, until one afternoon Donell, my mom's boyfriend - who came home early - caught me. At first he acted angry, but then he told me I was beautiful and he pulled me close and kissed me. Then he told me to give him a blow job. I had never done it before but i had watched a lot of Mom and Donell's porno tapes, so I did to him like the women in the tapes did to their men. I guess I did something right because he came in my mouth after a couple of minutes. So, I had my first kiss and performed my first blow job all at the same time.
Eventually Donnell violated parole and went back to the joint, at which time I gave up cross dressing. I enlisted in the Navy and was stationed in the Philippines. I met a girl there who was working in a bar and we got married. We had a kid and we got stationed in Rhode Island. I got a job in a factory and everything was good until I got involved with some guys I met at work who were into robbing convenience stores. They convinced me to drive on a heist. Long story short, the clerk got shot and we were caught. I got 10 years.
When I went to prison I was 5'-7", 120 lbs, and extremely scared. I got raped my first week inside and because of my slight build I was turned out as a Queen - a prison "woman". Once you become a Queen you have to learn to walk, talk, act, and dress as much like a real woman as possible. You are given a new - female - name, and if you are passable, as I was, you will become a prostitute. When I first went inside I had very pale, unblemished skin; within 6 months my pimp had covered my body with crude prison tattoos. I was chosen to be what is known as a "patch carrier", which meant that my pimp's gang colors were emblazoned prominently across my buttocks. Later he had a pair of life size breasts tatted on my back. His name was tatted on my chest, and the words "Puto" and "Queen" on either arm. I spent the next 8 years as a prison ho, sucking cock and being fucked by hundreds of sex starved men.
Early on my pimp made me apply for female hormones and to state that I was transgender. Once you do that the state will supply you with the hormones. I began taking them and very soon had a nice pair of tits that were big enough to jiggle, and my skin and muscle tone were extremely soft.
My wife, Marilisa, divorced me when she found out what I had become behind bars. At first I tried to hide it from her, but the guards had pulled her aside and told her that I had become a woman for the inmates. So when I was released, I had no family to return to.
At first I tried to re establish my identity as a man, but I found that no one gave me a second look. In the joint I had been very sought after by men. But as a guy I was ignored. So I began hanging out in adult bookstore video arcades, wearing mini dresses, high heels, & lipstick. I love it in those arcades, because it's almost like prison. Men come in there and love to have sex with a feminine sissy.
A little background about me: My first experience with transgenderism took place when I was 13. One day, when my mom was at work, I was going through her things and found a drawer full of cosmetics. I picked out a red lipstick and applied it tom my lips. I had longish blonde hair and when I looked at myself in the mirror I was astounded; I looked like a beautiful woman! I immediately stripped naked and stepped into a pair of my mom's high heels, and jerked off right there in front of the full length mirror. I continued to do this over a period of 4 months, until one afternoon Donell, my mom's boyfriend - who came home early - caught me. At first he acted angry, but then he told me I was beautiful and he pulled me close and kissed me. Then he told me to give him a blow job. I had never done it before but i had watched a lot of Mom and Donell's porno tapes, so I did to him like the women in the tapes did to their men. I guess I did something right because he came in my mouth after a couple of minutes. So, I had my first kiss and performed my first blow job all at the same time.
Eventually Donnell violated parole and went back to the joint, at which time I gave up cross dressing. I enlisted in the Navy and was stationed in the Philippines. I met a girl there who was working in a bar and we got married. We had a kid and we got stationed in Rhode Island. I got a job in a factory and everything was good until I got involved with some guys I met at work who were into robbing convenience stores. They convinced me to drive on a heist. Long story short, the clerk got shot and we were caught. I got 10 years.
When I went to prison I was 5'-7", 120 lbs, and extremely scared. I got raped my first week inside and because of my slight build I was turned out as a Queen - a prison "woman". Once you become a Queen you have to learn to walk, talk, act, and dress as much like a real woman as possible. You are given a new - female - name, and if you are passable, as I was, you will become a prostitute. When I first went inside I had very pale, unblemished skin; within 6 months my pimp had covered my body with crude prison tattoos. I was chosen to be what is known as a "patch carrier", which meant that my pimp's gang colors were emblazoned prominently across my buttocks. Later he had a pair of life size breasts tatted on my back. His name was tatted on my chest, and the words "Puto" and "Queen" on either arm. I spent the next 8 years as a prison ho, sucking cock and being fucked by hundreds of sex starved men.
Early on my pimp made me apply for female hormones and to state that I was transgender. Once you do that the state will supply you with the hormones. I began taking them and very soon had a nice pair of tits that were big enough to jiggle, and my skin and muscle tone were extremely soft.
My wife, Marilisa, divorced me when she found out what I had become behind bars. At first I tried to hide it from her, but the guards had pulled her aside and told her that I had become a woman for the inmates. So when I was released, I had no family to return to.
At first I tried to re establish my identity as a man, but I found that no one gave me a second look. In the joint I had been very sought after by men. But as a guy I was ignored. So I began hanging out in adult bookstore video arcades, wearing mini dresses, high heels, & lipstick. I love it in those arcades, because it's almost like prison. Men come in there and love to have sex with a feminine sissy.