Need help, Never Been with a TS before.

[Zepequeno]

Hi Everybody, I am 30 year old guy and I have Been masturbating to brazilian shemales for 7 years now. Some of my favourites are Luciana Foxx, Sabrina Suzuki and Veronica Bolina, just to mention a few. I Really like fit/muscular brazilian shemale with a monster cock. The Thing is I dont consider myself gay, I dont like men at all, I just have a weakness for shemales. And I always thought I could just keep it on this level Where I just jork off to TS videos everyday but lately my urges to be with a TS has Really grown. I cant Think of anything Else, its The first Thing I Think of when I wake up, when I eat, shower, work, watch tv, work out, go to sleep. I Think about it constantly. I imagine myself getting gangbanged by 3 shemales, with a cock in my mouth, ass and hands. I Also imagine Them Coming in my mouth and I swallow their cum, just so you guys Can get an idea of How bad In a shape I am. I Really get turned on by The idea of being a sex slave and sex toy to get used by shemales.

I dont Really Care What people Think of me if they find out, I only Think about myself, if I Can live with my choices if I regret.
But I am afraid of What I Will become if I do this ??!!
Will I become gay ???!!!
Will I stop chasing normal girls ????!
Will getting pussy become boring Next to sucking a monster TS cock ??!!

There is NOT Really Any turning back, once you had a TS cock inside you, Then you have officially Been with a TS, does that automatically make you gay ????!!!!
I Also dont know How To see Them, are they just women with a cock or are they men dressed as women ???!!!
I am confused.

Thanks, and hope my thread wasn't too long, hope There is someone out there with some advice or ideas.

[JamieTS]

I really don't know what you are calling a "monster cock". I mean I'm a shemale and my thingy is only about as big as my thumb if it even gets hard. Just remember that porn is porn. OMG the prong girls are beautiful. Bruna, Beatrice, Bea, Serena, Amy, Bailey and many others. That is their bread and butter. I am on HRT so... My thingy still tastes good from what my Ex told me but not very big.

LOL sweety. What will you become? Nothing more than you are now.

Will you become Gay? No. Guys to me that are drawn to Trans girls and women are straight. Yeah we have a little extra but so what? You are men. That is it. I am bi but like Lipstick lesbian but in no way want to be butch. I would rather a man though.

Will I stop chasing "normal girls"? I kind of find this offensive. We are normal women. We may have a little extra but our femininity more than makes up for that. Will you still chase girls. It all depends on if you are attracted to the femininity we possess and embrace or what we have between our legs.

You sound so secure in you masculinity because you know what you like and you are her asking the questions. Just go with what you like. A woman has a big one then as long as she is a woman personality, psychologically, and so on then don't worry about it. If hers is bigger than yours then just appreciate her for who she is. She is a woman.

Does that make sense?

[Alphadmw]

Couldn't agree more with Jamie, it really seems like it comes down to feminity vs masculinity for your preference, sounds like you prefer feminine though. If you're attracted to feminity then gentials aren't the issue. Ive been with non trans women, I've been fucked by trans women, and I currently have a trans gf who I suck, but I know I still like pussy as well, Im just attracted to feminity and what genitals she has isn't something I am concerned with as both are great